2009!!

So many memories from 2008, some not so good, but who wants to remember those...mostly for me they were good. That's what life's about, making memories, experiencing the good with the bad and growing from there, knowing limitations, taking responsibility, drawing from inner strength that is there but needs awakening every once in a while, all that kind of stuff! I'm still realizing and learning this even in my old years.

Mostly, I'm thankful for my family, that we all made it through 2008. I'm thankful for everything my mom and dad have done for me, without them I think I would've just laid down and gave up - - I could've done that so many times, especially in the last year. But they're always there to pick me up and give me a shove (shove me around) ha! I've drawn on that strength a lot! Thankful for my sisters, when worse comes to worse we all know that we can call on each other for motivation, moral boosts, laughs, etc.

I can never thank my ex-husband enough for Emma and Gary! I am very thankful that I was left with the responsibility and the privilege of raising them even though I've questioned my ability to raise a son many, many times, having no experience what-so-ever dealing with boys. I see what kind of young man he is becoming, he has a huge capacity for caring about people even though on the surface it seems like it's 'all about him'.

Even though this post is a little deeper than usual, I'm hoping that 2008 blends into 2009 with ease ....and that my family stays stronger than ever!!